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what to say?

what to say?
lost in the village of disbelief i find myself begging begging for dreams seeing the possibilities but only living to expectations forgetting the importance and damning myself once again
wishing for some clarity in this fog of life hoping to see you on the other side the map i gave you isn't quite right i keep making you get lost and i've lost my sight
follow my voice, you're oh so near just follow it, and disregard the fear you'll find it eventually i hope you do but the echoes, and that map may

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what to say?what to say?
lost in the village of disbelief i find myself begging begging for dreams seeing the possibilities but only living to expectations forgetting the importance and damning myself once again
wishing for some clarity in this fog of life hoping to see you on the other side the map i gave you isn't quite right i keep making you get lost and i've lost my sight
follow my voice, you're oh so near just follow it, and disregard the fear you'll find it eventually i hope you do but the echoes, and that map may what to say?
by ~jenquai

one weekit's been a week a week of rest a week of thought a week of reflection
it's been a whole year an entire year, since that dreadful dreary day a year of thought a year of reflection
and yet i haven't a clue as to why that dark dagger in the night decided to pierce my soul that night
perhaps i'll never know perhaps i shouldn't care maybe i shouldn't dwell and maybe i shouldn't dare
but one day, i'll find out what created this scar, this void in my mind one week
by ~jenquai

a week from paradisea week from paradise that's where we stand waiting and pacing for this week to pass waiting and pacing for that flight to life
waiting for that paradise dreaming of that day waiting for that feeling dreaming on the way
a week from paradise that's all that's left to go it's been so long it's hard to tell just how long it's been since that last day my last day in paradise
waiting for that paradise dreaming of that day waiting for that feeling dreaming on the way
waiting for that paradise dream a week from paradise
by ~jenquai

screaming for youlost on the side of the road we roll, slide, and skid out of existence away from what we once knew as life we drift away, falling ever so slightly our sun is slowly setting i fear and i keep running westward, trying to slow the fall of what was, the greatest thing of my life all the while, instead of heading west i should have been traveling east back to you, and that place that i've always known hopefully one day i'll return to that place called home and to that place called you screaming for you
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Tue Mar 15, 2005, 10:44 AM

hey, what's up everyone, yeah i know, if you look above, i'm multitasking my media intake, music, reading, and a movie. I know it's impressive, but no need to be amazed, it happens every once and a while. but anyways.

School has started again,

i so need another week off, that'd be awesome, and i could also use some cash, so you know, if any of you out there feel not quite so poor as i do, you can just send some my way and i'll put it to good use paying heat and other such niceties such as that.

doo bee doo bee doo...

i don't want to work tonight, i hate quiznos, tasty food, but a pain in the ass to run. I hate closing there 5 days a week, and the pay is shit too. It's just a lose lose situation if you ask me, although i suppose it's a win win for my employer cheap labor and i work all the time....damn the man...

alright, well i'm off to go make myself some frozen chicken tenders, sorry about the randomness of this post, but i'm in a weird mood, talk to y'all later.

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Mood: schoolish?
Listening to: come on eileen - Reel Big fish
Reading: Lords of Chaos
Watching: Toy Story 2

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Current Residence: Eau Claire, WI
Interests: music, writing, i don't know whatever
Favourite band or musician: death, chuck was great
Favourite genre of music: metal
Operating System: os x
Personal Quote: looking for you, and lost on the way, that's the way i'll most likely stay
Tools of the Trade: guitar, bass, keyboard, you know, the usual

Website: http://www.livejournal.com/users/jenquaiex/
Email: terranman2@yahoo.com
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~in-the-minority Sep 24, 2004, 6:49:43 PM

Thanks for commenting my work, I really appreciate it.

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~dexter-crowley May 20, 2004, 12:42:44 PM

thanks so much for the

and the comment... really appreciate it

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~devilscup2004 May 19, 2004, 8:41:20 PM

AWESOME SITE!
Cant wait to see what you post next!

~daeira May 2, 2004, 12:17:59 PM

Thanks for your comment on "My father's music"! Yep, there is something irky about that poem, and it will be taken care of with the help of wonderful deviants such as yourself.

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~faithdivine88 Apr 20, 2004, 7:52:32 AM

++ Welcome to dA! ++

Thanks for the .
It encouraged me a lot.

Very promising you have.
Take care!

~ArtFreek Apr 8, 2004, 12:01:25 PM

thanks for the watch

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